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We’re welcome here. Retrieving Cause from a projected world. Allowing anger & panic unconditionally
There is no precondition to our existence. We are free here. Distress is believing an untrue thought – not that it points to truth. Recorded 15/12/24. So worthlessness is just an illusion thought. It is not fact we have to debunk. The reason this can be startling is because sinlessness seems so unfamiliar… We’re allowed Continue reading
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When the ego poses as Love. Unmasking this false god made of stone.
Seeing through the persistent veil of separation or guilt thrown across the face of love within the mind. Recorded 09/24. September ‘24 I found myself at the halfway review lessons of A Course in Miracles , ‘God is but Love and therefore so am I’. And here, running parallel to my own inquiry and life, Continue reading
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We Are Worth Not Blaming Ourselves or Others. asmr
Recorded 1/12/24. It can be incredibly painful to think we lost or forfeited peace through our thoughts or actions. But is this possible if there is nothing apart from the loving reality that we are? We may seem to shame ourselves for the shame we foster for thinking otherwise, thus perpetuating a cycle and falling Continue reading
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Run into each others’ arms. ASMR
Other videos you may be interested in: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4qVhtlcWOFc&ab_channel=tgd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xGp6qx2uf10&ab_channel=tgd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y0IruoFmsA&ab_channel=tgd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92K-2mh1-yo&ab_channel=tgd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cGRh509JKNc&ab_channel=tgd Continue reading
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Is there something wrong? Or are we listening to what is loveless?
When we appear to be cruel, or appear to self-judge, we may believe we’re working in our best interests. If we are to look closer, we may see that we are believing, or identifying with, a thought in our minds that insists it is love. It is not. This thought in our minds that seems Continue reading
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We Are Eternity. For Those Who Struggle With Self-Judgement or Gaslighting. Disbelieving the Accuser
All Life And All Peace Is Here with you. This recording may be helpful for those who wish to disidentify from judgement, self-concept, or animus etc. It may also be helpful for those who have experienced gaslighting, and wish to discern truth from illusion. Other videos you might me interested in: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y0IruoFmsA&ab_channel=tgd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4qVhtlcWOFc&ab_channel=tgd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cGRh509JKNc&ab_channel=tgd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xGp6qx2uf10&ab_channel=tgd Continue reading
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Teacher Accountability vs Love’s Communication
Must we agree with everything a teacher (equal) says? And why not doing so does not invalidate their helpful messages. You may like – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y0IruoFmsA&ab_channel=tgd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92K-2mh1-yo&ab_channel=tgd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cGRh509JKNc&ab_channel=tgd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4qVhtlcWOFc&ab_channel=tgd Continue reading
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If we’re indeterminable, we must be Love.
By logical deduction, separation must be purely perceptive – not literal. you may like – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y0IruoFmsA&ab_channel=tgd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92K-2mh1-yo&ab_channel=tgd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cGRh509JKNc&ab_channel=tgd other reading: https://thegoldendolphin.com/2024/08/28/love-or-someone-who-or-something-that-loves-you-wants-to-know-you-has-your-best-interests-at-heart/ https://thegoldendolphin.com/2024/11/16/consider-the-self-you-want-to-save-satsang/ https://thegoldendolphin.com/2024/08/30/equality-the-individual-self-is-one-of-the-many-dreamt-splits-of-the-self/ https://thegoldendolphin.com/2024/08/25/no-desire-for-help-when-only-god-present/ If we’re indeterminable we must me love. Continue reading
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Beyond relief: When we love, what are we loving?
Life without a precondition. Love without a precondition. Happiness without a precondition. Continue reading
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All gods are the same – We all share and hear the same lie that says peace or unity isn’t possible.
Doubt about accepting ourselves, and accepting ourselves as part of others, is part of the dream. You may like – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y0IruoFmsA&ab_channel=tgd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92K-2mh1-yo&ab_channel=tgd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cGRh509JKNc&ab_channel=tgd https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4qVhtlcWOFc&ab_channel=tgd Notes on the recording below. I first open with All gods are the same – the precedent for all worship is love and unity. Thoughts that instruct otherwise are false. Love Continue reading
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The love that you endevour is justified- it’s always to what’s one with you.
I recorded the following whilst I held a wren in my hand. She was stumbling around with a head injury – kept turning around. I took her up to the pasture where I thought she’d like it most. Upset by her enduring distress, I held her there in my hands for a long while not Continue reading
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Consider the self you want to save from trauma.
No one can put themselves in a box – not even if they want to. Here I consider how the exclusive concept is the trauma; that we may come to readdress who we want to save: who we are, and what that means. If one considers themselves indeterminable – who they are; what they are Continue reading
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In prayer, I asked the question ‘Why have I gone through so much hell?’ ~When guilt persuades us it is Love.
Summary Overview:– The image of debt and separate self are the same. Guilt supplants the voice of love – it is congruous with judgement/self-judgement. Love is not an authority nor is it cruel; this illusion calling itself love advocates that to see as whole, to see with grace is contrary to reality and truth; it Continue reading
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the self being one part III ~ recognizing everyone as part of the Self necessitates the inquiry into trauma.
What I found was the cornerstone regarding recognizing everyone as part of’ the Self was the inquiry into trauma. There is an exclusivity at first glance of trauma. It protests of separation and an inequality that prohibits union; and is out of your hands. If it is accepted logically, however, that there is One Self Continue reading
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the self being one part II
Self experiences itself as ‘everyone’. An individual experienced, here, has the same source, or cause, as an individual, over there. Attacking an individual ‘over there’ is synonymous to attacking an individual experienced, here, and vice versa. Attack, however, is a call for love in a perplexing dream, and a poor substitute for love and connection. Continue reading
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the self being one.
The black mark you carry that you think is exclusively your trauma is the same black mark everyone carries of ‘I’m worthless; I don’t deserve love; I can’t forgive myself’. “You deserve to forgive yourself, and I will stand testimony, as will my healed body, to this fact.” No one attacks anyone but (thinks) they Continue reading
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A light still on in the darkness.
. Every night I go to open the south window And lay my gaze left to the house on the hill. . A light still on in the darkness. Thoughts of kindred spirit. Questions of what they do in these hours? Solitary, all about them, forest. . At sundown, I glimpse its large glass walls Continue reading
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We’ve ascertained that the only threat is that I don’t feel myself. Guiltlessness is not a threat. Inquiry
—-> Not to judge my provision-making made because I feel fear. —>This should soften the apparent ‘getting-away-from-me’ decision-making to divide. —–>Division is just for the illusion that I can divide. —->The thought that I have power; that it should extend or there isn’t anywhere to extend it into is actually a veil over thinking that Continue reading
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Self-counsel. Projection follows the decision to split.
Projection follows the decision to split – the belief that you can do that – that’s what projection is. when we look at it – a decision that you can make a division between yourself and yourself. so we believe ourselves as lacking, or the Self as lacking. Projection or decision to split, you could Continue reading
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Spirit is not your authority but your Source. It is loving and true. How you feel doesn’t mean something’s wrong with you.
Spirit is not your authority but your Source. It is loving and true. Authority is not – it is judgement. Judgement and attack are the illusion. Allow your fear. But there is nothing to fear. You can ‘resist’ only love; but allow your fear. *** How you feel doesn’t mean something’s wrong with you. None Continue reading
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The pull of over-extension is the illusion that I’m not perfect, which God believes I am
The pull of over-extension is the illusion that I’m not perfect, which God believes I am, and so my brothers and sisters. This illusion will disappear into the nothingness from which it came. *** Peace of Mind is not dependent upon actions in the world. God does not ask you to sacrifice peace for anything. Continue reading
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Fear of illness having effect on oneself only when persuaded that there’s something other than peace, or that something can block one from peace.
Fear of illness having effect on oneself only when persuaded that anything can oppose peace, that there’s something other than peace; or that something can block one from peace. When enquired – there’s only peace that I share, the thought or conflict that I’m too unwell to be at peace isn’t real because there’s no Continue reading
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-but love, a shining sun, being itself.
Only observe resentment over the body when there’s belief it’s oneself. None there when there’s no identification whatsoever; but love, a shining sun, being itself. spring/summer nh ’24 Continue reading
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I remembered a memory of a sister admonishing in my direction “Let’s get away from her!”
I remembered a memory of a sister admonishing in my direction “Let’s get away from her!” “Get the fuck away from me!” Is an exclamation-thought I’ve observed, triggered it seemed by this memory. I believe I’m saying that about what seems to be of exhaustive attack…but what if it’s now love? spring/summer ’24 Continue reading
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The following is all inquiry on ‘decision to split’; initially with the desire to ‘place a division between myself and myself’. It includes accepting emotions previously judged, or projected; reclaiming authority, and letting go of victimhood.
Levels inquiry into building a division between myself and myself: I see I chose to be ill over/because of certain aspects of the world to make it seem like I can only be with God/myself temperamentally, or so that I’m with God/myself temperamentally. Something of the world being ’cause’ instills judgement periodically when I’m always Continue reading
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Equality. The individual self is one of the many dreamt splits of the Self.
Transcript The One Self dreaming that it’s many different people in an equally varied time and space; equally separated, all of which seems persistently, or forcibly, plausible as Its cause. Forgetting itself – which is love – attack seems to be the only substitution: a mixture of fear of what it perceives – that it Continue reading
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Are you afraid of being attacked by what is loveless? Healing punishment. video + transcript.
“Why are you afraid? Why are you afraid that what is unreal will attack you? How can what is unreal attack you? “If I find myself afraid, thinking that what I’ve detected as loveless or unreal still has the power to overthrow me, I can be sure I have condemned myself (or identified with a Continue reading
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My unworthiness was never authored., it has no effect on reality – Improvised talk.
Further notes and expanded comments on the above recording:- How does one determine between lovelessness and love?; something that would ask you to be different before it can’t love you; emotional responsibility; notes and past inquiry; one can’t be anything but what they are; misconstruing lovelessness with love; reality is complete; Our Self is complete; Continue reading
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One can’t change reality. Reality isn’t saying anything’s wrong – wounding is.
One can’t change reality. Reality isn’t saying anything’s wrong – wounding is. A sister apologized for her attempt to guilt: I didn’t please but indubitably stayed with what was in my heart: “my unworthiness was never authored, it hasn’t effect of reality. Your unworthiness was never authored: it has no effect on reality.” spring nh Continue reading
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Reality is not at risk of incompletion.
Resolve attempts to resolve itself. Fear drives it because resolve thinks or associates with itself as reality. Resolve is afraid of not resolving itself. This is not love. Lack is resolve not reality. It’s not resolving reality so reality is not at risk of incompletion. spring nh ’24 Continue reading
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Self-inquiry; release on warranting punishment.
Perception: Don’t recognize myself/ unreasonable with fear. Emotion: fear Thoughts/Blame: frightened how you feel think needs a remedy, but no remedy; but punishment feared. Afraid of: (being) punished, ostracized; misunderstood; that I don’t belong anywhere; that it’s not safe anywhere. —> Proves that/Belief: These emotions are punishable. Or these emotions are mad and unreasonable. Desire: Continue reading
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Love – or someone who – loves you, wants to know you; has your best interests at heart
Love – or someone who – loves you, wants to know you; has your best interests at heart; is aware you’re not your body, your words, your mannerisms; your traits, – as you are aware of this. They’re aware that you are not the sum total of, or measured by, any of this. Underneath this, Continue reading
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Inquiry and release on the returning thought: ‘I’m not doing enough to get to God’.
Inquiry on the returning thought: ‘I’m not doing enough to get to God’. Without this belief, I’m content in a chair, watching others around me contentedly doing what I believe I should be doing. I is all. I relax as– and with– for there is no autonomy in autonomy. Who believes they must get to Continue reading
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Pleaser ~ People-pleasing ~ Nothingness-pleasing ~
Peace is constant. The inconsistency of attack/demand cannot come into this constant. You do not need to people-please to have peace. It is kind and loving to not people-please, because, contrarily, to not people-please would be releasing the One Self – that we are – from attacking itself. The only reason you condemn yourself is Continue reading
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Dreamer ~ Dreamer of the Dream ~
You ask them to attack you and you ask yourself to respond. But you are the dreamer of the dream, and the cause of fear is in your mind. Stop being subservient to fear – you are welcome here. Not being subservient to attack does what? It asks them to no longer attack me, which Continue reading
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Love makes Love
What is unloving contends that it is real. But there is no argument that what is unloving was not made, it is past. What is made makes itself: love makes love; eternity makes eternity. Images of ravagement are gone. early ’24 Continue reading
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Guilt is nothing; it is part of the dream.
You ask thoughts – whether in mind, or acted as people – to strike fear into your heart; that your response be to witness catastrophe; that something needs to be done to reach safety, but there isn’t an option available. However, all the while there is no authority, none outside of you; no cause for Continue reading
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We cannot miscreate; the enemy we fear is a crude child’s sketch.
We cannot miscreate. We cannot miscreate in a body. There is no cause there to do so. You could say healing is a release of fear, because you can no longer fear something that isn’t true at all. *** The ‘enemy’ that we fear is a crude child’s sketch. It is powerless; it has no Continue reading
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Peace is the only reality. There is no contention.
Peace is the only reality. There is no contention, for what is otherwise is past – gone. I cannot be attacked. Anything that suggests this is past. Approval is similar if not the same as attack, they are unmade thoughts held in the mind who thinks delusions. They are untrue thoughts about themselves. Their thoughts Continue reading
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It’s meaningless to think that I am guilty of bringing the past into the present. It’s meaningless to think I can make myself otherwise than whole.
It’s meaningless to think that I am guilty of bringing the past into the present. It’s meaningless to think I can make the past the present. It’s meaningless to think I can be guilty of making unreality real. It’s meaningless to think I can be guilty for this is an unreal thought too. It’s meaningless Continue reading
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In response to what seems to be attack: one can’t be attacked.
In response to what seems to be attack: one can’t be attacked. Peace is in the reality that God is not in this world, and my life and happiness is not in it. The idea of being attacked is linked with the false belief that it is. Jan ’24 Continue reading
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One is an intermediary. No happiness or joy in the world; all happiness
One is an intermediary. No happiness or joy in the world; all happiness and joy is where it is in the eternal home, but living in the world. Ironically, creative extension seems to be imperfect, but it’s only imperfect according with the false belief of judgement, which it dispels. Written Jan ’24 Continue reading
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Peace, joy; happiness are not found in space and time. Peace, joy; happiness are kept in eternity only.
Peace, joy; happiness are not found in space and time. Peace, joy; happiness are kept in eternity only. * When things that I would normally construe as a mark of love in the world fail, it is not a remark that God’s love or reality has failed, rather, it is highlighted that that of the Continue reading
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Loving reality, or God, did not ordain the world to work on Its behalf. The world may say this: may say “if you let me down, you let down God”.
Loving reality, or God, did not ordain the world to work on Its behalf. The world may say this: may say “if you let me down, you let down God”. When one is indiscriminately and unconditionally being with oneself, and allowing all emotion and beingness as is, one comes to understand love more – by Continue reading
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